Aku nak nangis sebenarnya

Tapi aku tak boleh nak luahkannya. Aku nak marah sapa? Sorang adik aku,
Sorang lagi adik angkat aku. Akhirnya aku buat keputusan utk marah orang
Yang aku tak kenal. Pastu aku membebel kat tunang aku.dan dia pun marah aku.

Aku tahu dia mengharapkan perempuan yang lembut. Aku dah cuba, bukan tak cuba.
Malam ni aku dah masuk ke berapa puluh kali dia cakap aku kuat bebel.

Saya nk nangis la sayang... Tapi tak boleh. Awakla tempat saya melepas perasaan.
Tak bolehke awak dengar je. I just need someone who listens, not someone who tries to solve.


Dan tadi dia letak telefon in the middle of our conversation. Thank you sayang.
Good nite

Buffet Ramadhan D'Muara Hj Dorani

Semalam aku dengan kawan-kawan telah iftar di buffet Ramadhan kat Restoran D'Muara Haji Dorani.
Malas nak cakap apa tapi memang heaven. Seorang dewasa harga buffet nya RM25.90.
Amat bertuah sebab Kak Nadia dengan murah hatinya nak belanja semua orang sebanyak RM6. So, seorang cuma bayar RM20. Thanks Kak Nadia!!

Makanan banyak. Ada dekat 60 jenis masakan. Suasana sangat damai.nampak laut gitu siap ada banyak kapal (err menarik ke)
Kan best kalau ada western.Hehe konfirm tak pandang makanan lain la kan.
Air pulak 2 3 jenis kitorang ambil. Ops lupa pula nak bagitahu kitorang pergi seramai 8 orang.Dah habis makan ada pulak aiskrim.

Farhana sibuk-sibuk nak makan rojak mee pulak pas abiskan semeja seafood! It's a big NO!!
aku dah tak larat nak sumbat pape lagi.Surau pon ada,jangan risau.Kalau nak makan lama, bolehla jamah pape dulu then stret g semayang then belasahla puas2.hihii

Sayangnya tak dapat Orang Kuat saya..Miss him

xoxo

Inspired

I easily get inspired by those who wrote beautiful things in their blog. today i read a doc's blog. pretty hard life i guessed.i feel so inferior with her.yeah..hectic life, no time to think about herself, always think about others, had no great time with friends, lots of stuff to be done, no leaves and etc etc.

But me,very little things to do yet i keep babbling how exhausted i am, how i hate the system that made you to do everything according to rules, psycho colleagues, haunted school and don't forget to mention my miserable students.yes they suck!!!

So starting from today i wont keep announcing how i hate being a teacher. To my students, im so sorry, i will learn more and i'll make you become someone, who can be depended on.anyway, i got this little cute teddy bear from my student, Qamarul today. (even my fiancee dont give me any ^_^) im so touced! tq so much!!